Chugga Chugga
I stand by the window, toddler on my hip.
We watch trains surge by the dead-end
street. He waves and says die.
I say buh buh bye train.
Thinking again, say hi train,
bye train. That is the nature
of the thing, pulling itself along:
one train arrives and leaves
our window at the end of Milton street.
He will learn to transition
from the easier duh
inside the mouth
to buh at its threshold,
each time he waves and says die
to the ducks at the lake,
to his grandparents,
to our beloved, his other mom,
work badge clipped to her collar,
and, oh, he waves die die
to his own blessed belly
as we pull a shirt over his head.
Look, he is right:
we are all trains
saying hi and bye
and hi and die
and hi and bye
and every day
is a boxcar passing
and no one can know
how long it will go on
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Emily Kittleson is an emerging poet living in Saint Paul, Minnesota with her wife, toddler, and an aggressively affectionate cavalier king charles spaniel. She graduated from Luther College with a B.A. in English in 2011 and works a day job at Minnesota Public Radio.
