Green
Before I knew the word, I knew the color —
the way it arrived each morning differently,
blue at the edge of the ridge before the sun cleared it,
then yellow as the meadow grass woke to noon.
By four o’clock it has changed its mind again.
The old pines take the late light along their spines,
each needle a filament, the whole tree
a kind of burning that gives off no heat.
The beeches hold a color with no name —
not dark, not pale, something between teal and shadow
that deepens as the hour moves, goes almost black
behind the white flowers blazing at the wood’s edge.
The moss on the stone steps to the kitchen door
— the door no one who knows us ever uses —
is the oldest shade, the one that doesn’t change,
that keeps its counsel through whatever weather comes.
The peonies don’t care. They bring their pink
into all of it, unbothered, heavy-headed,
and the apple leaves match the apples, both
that unripe, in-between, not-yet color.
I have been trying to name it my whole life.
It names me instead, every afternoon,
when the light comes through the spines of the old pines
and the woods go dark behind what’s still illuminated.
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Litany
For the streets washed clean before the heat,
for the cobblestones still dark with water,
for morning arriving in Paris, the light off limestone,
the air still carrying the Atlantic.
For Rue Mouffetard, two thousand years of footfall,
Roman stones that remember the road to Italy,
for walking on something that has outlasted everything I know.
For the light. For the light.
For my physical therapist in her Manhattan office
insisting in her beautiful accent that it was different there,
and for my not believing her until I stood in it myself.
For Monet, who was not dreaming,
who was looking straight at what was in front of him
and painting it accurately.
For Notre Dame before and after,
for the rose window holding its colors
the way a litany holds its grief — by naming, by returning.
For the side streets that have been side streets
since before this country was a thought,
for the centuries you can feel through the soles of your shoes.
For the café table outside,
for the carafe, for the simple meal
that tasted like an argument I had already lost.
For dusk in Paris, which is not like dusk anywhere,
which is the light my PT was trying to describe
in a language that wasn’t hers, to someone who wasn’t ready.
For finally being ready.
For the light that named itself
and asked nothing of me but to stay.
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Lynne Kemen is the author of Shoes for Lucy (SCE Press, 2023) and More Than a Handful (Woodland Arts Editions, 2020). Her work has appeared in ONE ART, The Ekphrastic Review, MacQueen’s Quinterly, and elsewhere. She received a 2024 Pushcart Prize nomination and serves as Editor/Interviewer for The Blue Mountain Review. She lives and writes in an 1830s farmhouse in rural Delaware County, New York, where she shares her property with a murder of crows, one of whom she has named Edgar Allen Crow. lynnekemen.com
