Tag: medicine

Three Poems by Kate Hubbard

~ ONE ART ~ 2 Comments

On Grannis Pond Road

There is only the dream of a turtle now,
of days spent paddling the murky water and basking
in the sun. Nights sweaty necked boys full of Busch Light
and bravado tack against the moonlight aiming for the wet
‘pop’ of organs, score keeping the crunch of keratin.
I found a tiny turtle here once before, a red eared slider, alive
but missing an eye and bleeding. I carried him home in my hat.
Bare handed you took him, stroked his heart shaped carapace
and slipped him into your tank. He was the first and last thing
that we ever called ours.

*

In the Details

The devil takes his coffee light
and sweet. He sweeps his crumbs right
onto the rug. The devil wears a rumpled
shirt and above it a white, working man’s grin.
During the National Anthem, he puts his hand
over his heart and winks at you. He likes it
when you lean against the doorframe to watch
him work. He likes to take his time. He likes
to make you wait. The devil leans close when
he says, it’s always better when it’s just you
and me, which is what he says to all the girls.
Everything he gives you belongs to someone else.
He likes your love. But he loves your meanness,
how you talk about the girl who chews like a horse,
how you say, Mr. Ed’s got carrots in her feed bucket
today. It amuses him when you lose your temper
and ball your hands into fists. He likes the cadence
of a raised voice and being the life of the party,
but he doesn’t sign autographs, doesn’t grant
interviews. He saves that for you, lets you listen
to him talk about his childhood, his love
of the snow, his secret pain. You are his favorite
toy. He says, I’ll always take care of you. Always.
He leaves you groping in the dark and deletes
the evidence, but never forgets your birthday.
The devil likes it when you bake him apple pie
and grill him steak. And he likes it when you wear
the stockings with the beautiful backseams
and scrape your finger nails down his spine.
He sets your world on fire. The devil likes to watch
you burn, a Roman candle in white hot pain,
his own sparkling fireworks display. Before
you’re reduced to ash he will take your hand.
He will waltz with you at twilight in the cold concrete
parking garage, inside the warm hue of halogen
security lights. It will be languid and lawless
this shush and sway to imagined music,
sirens in the distance. He will rest his chin
on the top of your head. He will smell your hair
and cradle you til you release like a rag doll
in his arms. Then he’ll check his watch behind
your back satisfied that you’ve forgiven him and leave
you limp. The devil gives good hugs.

*

Temp Job

In the Phase I Clinic, I brew 10 ounces of coffee
in a 10 ounce cup. Sloshing over the rim
is my second sin; the nourishment room
is for the patients. I am an invasive species.
I don’t have scrubs or a labcoat and sometimes
I confuse being earnest with being likeable.
In the lab I parrot the nurses, patient got held.
I don’t know what it means, only that the test tubes
come back empty and we strike through a name.
Time is measured here in points and windows.
It is a long song you cannot hear while you draw
out individual notes. The transport phone trills
with pick ups and the techs tape down the tumbler
so I can return with my blue bag of blood and urine,
without knocking, without breaking my beak
like just another bird butting up against
the glass sky in the hospital atrium.

*

Kate Hubbard is a full-time poet moonlighting as an administrative assistant in the Yale School of Medicine. She has an MFA in poetry from New England College. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Poetry, Rattle, The Florida Review, Salamander, North American Review, and New Ohio Review, among others.

Waiting for My Medicine by Judy Kronenfeld

~ ONE ART ~ Leave a comment

Waiting for My Medicine

In the pharmacy a man sits down across from me,
dragging a long green tube of oxygen
on little wheels; it looks like a torpedo on one of those
collapsible shopping carts or luggage carriers.

He’s got transparent tubing stapling
his nostrils, like the fangs of a snake,
but, as if leaning over a fence, nattering,
he strikes up a conversation with another customer.
He’s not out of breath. He laughs. He jokes.

I want him to stay like that, talking unthroatily,
his long still young legs blazing in front of him,
to prove that things aren’t always
how they seem. But he hears his name.
He shuffles to the pharmacist’s window,
takes out his wallet, shakes his head.
“Costs a hell of a lot to die,” he says.

*

Judy Kronenfeld’s six full-length books of poetry include If Only There Were Stations of the Air (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024), Groaning and Singing (FutureCycle, 2022), Bird Flying through the Banquet (FutureCycle, 2017), and Shimmer (WordTech, 2012). Her third chapbook is Oh Memory, You Unlocked Cabinet of Amazements! (Bamboo Dart, 2024). Judy’s poems have appeared in four dozen anthologies and in such journals as Cider Press Review, Gyroscope Review, MacQueen’s Quinterly, New Ohio Review, One, ONE ART, Rattle, Sheila-Na-Gig, Valparaiso Poetry Review and Verdad. Her newest book is Apartness: A Memoir in Essays and Poems (Inlandia Institute, 2025). Judy is Lecturer Emerita, Department of Creative Writing, UC Riverside. In another life, she produced scholarship on her English Renaissance loves, George Herbert, John Donne, and Shakespeare, including King Lear and the Naked Truth: Rethinking the Language of Religion and Resistance (Duke UP, 1998).

Two Poems by Veronica Tucker

~ ONE ART ~ 9 Comments

Once, on the Oncology Floor

A teenager asked
if he’d ever drive again.
No one knew what to say.
So I showed him
how to press the nurse call button
like it was an ignition switch.
He laughed,
and for a minute,
the hallway turned
into an open road.

That night
I dreamed of him
parallel parking
between stars.
I woke with the memory
of his hand
gripping the rail
as if it were
a steering wheel.

*

In the Absence of Fever

When you said
she was stable,
I nodded.
But my hands
stayed clenched
as if the storm
was only
paused.

We celebrated
with applesauce
and the hum
of an IV pump.
I told her
she looked strong
when what I meant was
please stay.

I never asked
how long she had
before the numbers slipped again.
There are days
when stability
is the most fragile thing
in the room.

*

Veronica Tucker is an emergency medicine and addiction medicine physician, as well as a mother of three. Her work appears in redrosethorns, Red Eft Review, and Medmic, with additional pieces forthcoming. Find her at www.veronicatuckerwrites.com or on Instagram @veronicatuckerwrites.

Five Poems by Ron Riekki

~ ONE ART ~ 1 Comment

The Kid Who Drank Himself to Death During the War

lived in the barracks right across from mine.
His face was all brilliant with light, like
the sun hitting the ocean. And they hit us
in boot camp, the revelation of that, how
the recruiters don’t mention this little fact,

or they did—unsure if they still do it now,
but my suspicion is yes, the fists all bone
and temple, the church of war. I remember
my mind before the explosions, how it used
to think properly, or maybe it didn’t, the river

near my home owned by the mines now,
oranged. I walked to it yesterday, stared
down into the deranged red, so close to
the color of blood. I pulled up my hood
and walked home. I can walk though.

*

I Worked in Prison

My jobs have all been fist fights for cash.
When I was a boxer, I started getting tremors,
the doctor telling me to stop or they’d become
permanent. I stopped. They stayed. I thought
about how I’d been a boxer my whole life,
even before I was boxing, how the military
takes your skull and kills it. Sure, you can
still live, but it’s a bit like your body is
a house that’s been built, but abandoned,
foreclosed, possessed, a sort of Satanism
to corporation, a sort of corpse-creation,
that reminds me so much of prison, how
there were all these sons in there, no sun,
the paleness of their skin, everyone, no
matter your race, how it looked like they
were all fading, their psyches, their souls,
the violence where if they ever got out
I knew they’d be changed, how violence
stays in your veins, how a bloody life
stays in your blood, how we really,
honestly, could do anything else other
than what we’re doing and it’d be
better, but we’re promised to this cash.

*

(lucky) I Work in Medical

Which means medical works
me, because medical doesn’t
work, because of this equation:
politics + medicine = politics,
and the nursing homes aren’t
homes and there isn’t nursing
there, because the CNAs and
the med techs and the EMTs
are all making minimum wage,
which means my partner fell
asleep driving the ambulance,
turning it upside-down, just
like his life, trying to make

the torment of rent, how it
tore into us, you, me, every-
one when even the EMTs
don’t have health insurance,
and we know that the word
minus ends with US, because
it’s all about erasers, melting
pots where the kids come in
overdosing on marijuana and
one of them says, But you can’t
overdose on pot and I tell him
Well, you are right now and
it’s beautiful—hyperemesis,

how it is, this existence where
the overdoses are normalized,
where my uncle, his heroin
addiction in a hick town, how
I call him and he answers,
voice in slow motion, the ice
outside his window so loud
that I can hear it, the blizzards
of poverty (the anti-poetry),
A Cell of One’s Own and
we’re owned and I’m ranting
about the renting because I
am worried as hell about home-

lessness because the word virus
ends with US and this won’t
get published unless the editor
has been to the pub and is OK
with saying f- censorship—too
afraid to write the word, too
afraid to talk about how when
they play the sexual harassment
training videos at work, everyone
does a play-by-play commentary
like Misery Science Theater 2021,
how we’re all Orwelled and all it
takes is one hospital bill to end a life.

*

In This Poem, I Am Happy and Blessed

but it’s a short poem. It’s a poem where God
gives me a bird, walking, at my feet, how I
almost didn’t see it, the thing rainbowed as
all hell. Who makes something that beautiful?

I snuff out my clove, hurry inside to my cubicle.

*

I Can’t Stop Winking

It’s a defective muscle. My trauma-head
all butchered. But people misread it, think
I’m flirty. Or that I’m sharing some sort
of secret with them. They look directly
in my eyes with a look like yes, I under-
stand too or yes, I saw it as well. Saw
what? The occasional frown, sometimes
a wink back, sexy. But I’m twice
their age. I want to apologize, say
that my eye is owned by history, but
they just move on, their bodies so
perfect, able to control everything.
How do they do that? How?

*

Ron Riekki’s books include My Ancestors are Reindeer Herders and I Am Melting in Extinction (Apprentice House Press), Posttraumatic (Hoot ‘n’ Waddle), and U.P. (Ghost Road Press). Riekki co-edited Undocumented (Michigan State University Press) and The Many Lives of The Evil Dead (McFarland), and edited The Many Lives of It (McFarland), And Here (MSU Press), Here (MSU Press, Independent Publisher Book Award), and The Way North (Wayne State University Press, Michigan Notable Book).