In Praise of Our Wounds
They say the moon was formed from
the body of the earth as a consequence
of a crash. Suddenly, and without notice,
what was a whole planet became two,
what was once perfect now bears scars.
Consider now how closely we orbit
around each other, how from the wreckage
we were born, if only to companion each
heart in its sacred rotation. If only to place
a palm to our scars in holy gratitude of this
etched memory, in praise of our wounds
that now light the night sky, by which
the whole planet glows.
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What I Didn’t Know Before
after Ada Limon
was that horses give birth in the dark.
Not intentionally by any means, not because
they prefer the soft hum of starlight, but by
instinct. A horse is born in the dark in
preparation, ready to run with the herd by
early morning. This is how I loved you.
You, at my front door after sundown, years
between us, wearing camo joggers and orange
shoes bright as the spark that enflamed me.
I remember you cried when I read you a poem
about trees. You held me close that night, my
head to your chest. What was formed between
us silently slipped into the moonlight, all
four-legged and standing, eagerly waiting for
first sign of the sun.
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Moudi Sbeity is a Lebanese-American poet, author, and contemplative counselor. Born in Texas and raised in Lebanon, he moved to the United States at the age of eighteen as an evacuee following the 2006 July war. In Utah, Moudi founded and operated Laziz Kitchen, a Lebanese restaurant celebrated by the New York Times as “the future of queer dining.” Moudi was also a named plaintiff in Kitchen v. Herbert, the landmark case that brought marriage equality to Utah and the 10th circuit states in 2014. He is the author of the memoir Habibi Means Beloved, and the poetry collection Alhamdulillah Anyway. His poems have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and Orison’s Best Spiritual Literature. Moudi’s work focuses on themes of justice and liberation through a spiritual framework of compassion, forgiveness, and awe. As a lifelong stutterer, he is passionate about writing and poetry as practices in fluency and self-expression. moudisbeity.com
