Two Poems by Kelli Russell Agodon

Leki Ruse

Tonight, the mango is a beautiful gay moon and how I adored the men during the Pride parade who said, Pretty girl coming through, no matter the age. My brothers, the men I love, and when the world told them they were being punished and “gay cancer” was what they deserved, I held Joseph’s hand and said—You did everything right. A year later getting an HIV test at Planned Parenthood the nurse told me, You can do this anonymously, I said, No, I’m not ashamed. I said, In solidarity. She pushed, Live quietly. Said, We don’t want your insurance to worry you took this test, said, Don’t be you. So, at twenty, for a moment I became Leki Ruse, a misspeak, misspell of my name—Kelli Russell—to keep me safe, to say—No one will come for you. To say—My god, we all deserve not to be blamed.

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Even the Rain Has a Side Hustle

Every tenth piece of wood on the woodpile
holds a spider. A miracle beetle or bitsy ants.
It’s first light, and robins have their coffeetalk
in a fir tree that looks exhausted. Without
one cloud in the sky, the sun decides
if it’s going to rise—you don’t believe
the rising is certain, right? The sun wakes
each day and then chooses to go to work.
There is a chipmunk that shrieks its demands
at 6:30 a.m. every morning. First shift.
A banana slug slogs across the bumpy path
—an hour later, it’s arrived to the corporation
of grass. The hummingbirds have been whirring
for hours, over the blossoms of poppies, who
finally raise their heads like sleepy rich girls
with nowhere to go.

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Kelli Russell Agodon is a bi/queer poet from the Seattle area. Her book Accidental Devotions will be published by Copper Canyon Press in 2026. Her previous collection, Dialogues with Rising Tides, was a finalist for the Washington State Book Awards. Kelli is the cofounder of Two Sylvias Press and teaches in Pacific Lutheran University’s low-res MFA program, the Rainier Writing Workshop. She is also the cohost of the poetry series Poems You Need with Melissa Studdard.
www.agodon.com / www.twosylviaspress.com / www.youtube.com/@PoemsYouNeed

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