Self-Portrait with Loss of Appetite
The crux of it is, who does not want to glide
through space, light—to enter like a dancer,
exit like a gold autumn leaf, float away?
Winter hunger always roving in my mind.
Hidden brush strokes, silver on snow falling.
This angel bone haunting, an absence I must find.
Julia Caroline Knowlton is Professor of French at Agnes Scott College in Atlanta. She has an MFA in poetry from Antioch University and a PhD in French Literature from UNC-Chapel Hill. The author of four books and an Academy of American Poets prize winner, she was named a GA Author of the Year for her 2018 chapbook, The Café of Unintelligible Desire (Alice Greene & Co.). Her second chapbook, Poem at the Edge of the World, will also be published by Alice Greene & Co. Julia regularly publishes in journals including One Art, Roanoke Review, and Boston Literary Review.