Wedding Music by Lynn Glicklich Cohen

Wedding Music

How utterly ridiculous that she survived
specifically to see her youngest granddaughter
get married after ten agonizing months
post-brain surgery and several rounds
of chemo for a tumor that was
the kind that grows back to finally kill you
only to be prevented from leaving
the care facility that’s become home—
having given up her condo when
she could not remember “apple penny umbrella”
or where she’d left the car—held hostage
by a broken elevator for god’s sake, and since
everyone here has known forever
about the importance of this wedding
because that’s the kind of place it is,
sharing grandchildren’s nachas and mitzvahs
between staff’s urgent calls to Mitsubishi for
service and caregiver texts back and forth
to alert the bride, everyone wants
to kill someone, even the violinist, who has
another gig and whose fingers are getting stiff
in the giant ballroom kept cold until the mob
of attendees are seated for dinner
and dancing at which point it gets hot,
not advisable in combination with the open bar
and slinky cocktail garb, but even blowing
on them isn’t helping until the cellist
offers his pack of Little Hotties hand warmers,
which she takes gratefully, and just in time,
as the grandmother, looking abashed, dazed,
and yet still somehow regal in a blue dress,
is escorted adorably by two tuxedoed little boys,
and the violinist has the sudden urge to stand,
salute the grandmother, who barely made it
and her standing prompts an ovation, clapping
and mazel tovs! and only after everyone has sat
back down does it occur to the violinist
that she’s taken something
away from the bride, but honestly,
she doesn’t care—she has her whole life
ahead of her—and she raises her bow, cues
the others and they begin to play.

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Lynn Glicklich Cohen lives in Milwaukee, WI, walking distance to a Great Lake and an aspiring river. She spends at least some of every day reading and/or writing poetry. She is profoundly grateful to ONE ART and the numerous other literary journals that have published her work.

Picture Strip in My Underwear Drawer by Cynthia Ventresca

Picture Strip in My Underwear Drawer

You, in a photo booth at a wedding reception,
wearing that navy-blue suit.
There are four frames and I study them: tilt
of your head, toy ukulele in your hands—
wonder where I was when light flashed
in your face. Because I cried
in the bathroom that night, after our fight,
balled up napkin in my fist, listening
to high heels click on the cold tile. I wanted
to disappear. And that feeling. Like the scar
I’ve had since I was a child, beneath my chin—
I’m forever touching it. The wound, it’s sear,

and always, the years. A counting of.
How many, how many now, have I loved you?

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Cynthia Ventresca wrote her first poem at seven years old after receiving a typewriter as a Christmas gift. Publication credits include American Life in Poetry, Orbis Quarterly International Literary Journal, 3rd Wednesday, Dreamstreets, Glassworks, The Main Street Rag, Sky Island Journal and One Sentence Poems. Pending publication in SWWIM Every Day, the Bay to Ocean Journal, and Eunoia Review. She was longlisted for the 2023 Palette Poetry Rising Poet Prize and serves as an assistant poetry editor for Narrative Magazine. She is currently working on her first manuscript of poems.

Two Poems by Victoria Nordlund

Wh_ _l of Fortun_
Back in ‘81, you viewed Wheel
devoutly with Grandma
in her in-law suite
attached to your living
room, on a couch that smelled
like cabbage.
The remote clicked
when she changed
the channel.
Back when Vanna
was 24 & still turned
the letter tiles. Back when Pat
was 35 & you thought everyone
was ancient.
You lost interest
somewhere in your 20’s,
but Mom and Dad continued
tuning in at top volume,
solving puzzles
for two decades more in their condo.
& Pat & Vanna were forever
smiling widely at 7:00 pm
& you swore they’d never get old.
& Mom never turned
the Game Show Network off after
she moved to her assisted
facility & started sleeping
in her gray La-Z-Boy recliner.
Pat Sajak taped his last
episode on Friday.
You’re also retiring soon,
comforted Vanna’s staying
for a bit longer. You still call
your remote a clicker.
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Questions while weeding through wedding albums at Brimfield Antique Flea Market
Why would you want to put strangers on your coffee table?
Did my parents have a wedding album?
When was the last time I watched my wedding tape?
Owned a working VCR?
How have I been married for thirty-four years?
What are the last names of my bridesmaids?
My great-grandparents first names?
Will anyone sell the stacks of black and whites in my basement after I go?
How come these albums all smell the same?
Why did Grandma Kitty marry my Grandpa Walter twice?
Why don’t we talk about Grandpa’s other family?
What is my Dad’s sister’s name?
Does she know my Dad passed?
Did she?
Does anyone notice I am crying?
How many other husbands did Grandma Sandra have? 3? 4?
What happened to them?
Did Mom attend those weddings?
Why have I never seen those photos?
Maybe they are somewhere here in this pile—
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Victoria Nordlund’s poetry collections Wine-Dark Sea and Binge Watching Winter on Mute are published by Main Street Rag. She is a Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize Nominee, whose work has appeared in PANK Magazine, Rust+Moth, Chestnut Review, trampset, and elsewhere. Visit her at VictoriaNordlund.com