We Will Remember
On the internet you can listen to the 9-11 conversation between
passenger Todd Beamer and operator Lisa Jefferson,
moments before Flight 93 went down.
I remember Jacqueline, my second-grade student,
who drew me a picture of a building ablaze
with people jumping from the top floor window.
I was so scared, she said. At first I thought it was bad weather
we were having but it was so much worse.
I can’t remember what I wore last week but I remember
on that day I wore a pink linen skirt & a matching knit top.
I can’t remember what I did with that outfit but I remember
I could never bring myself to wear it again.
I plant forget-me-nots every summer but I can’t remember
if they’re more partial to shade or sun.
Twenty- three years ago, I knew nothing
of digging up the earth to stay grounded.
Twenty-three years later, rain is falling in sheets
& down the street a car is floating in water.
And a man who lives alone in another town
has a leaking roof & is about to lose everything.
And a man who is a convicted felon has promised
to make our country great again.
It’s the year of the snake.
Outside the wolf moon is full—
a catharsis in naming things you wish to let go.
Everywhere we exist we will remember
the weight of what was.
*
Red Sirens
The common tern sits in fractured light
for hours on the ice pond.
Winter in her bones.
Its days are the length of a winding river.
I want to tell you about melancholy. It’s ancestral—
a blanket of resolve hand-knitted upon me.
I’ve grown fond of being alone.
Is each day an un-mapping of never going back?
In the dream I break into a house.
I must save my children. I search
and search but I can’t find them.
What do I really seek?
Across the footbridge the baby sparrow
finds refuge in the leafless tree
that aspires to the sky.
It’s left its nest and won’t return.
But what of this brave new world,
a voice asks.
No sun to warm its wings or seeds
to speak of beneath the barren sky.
In the distance—
sound of red sirens
screaming.
*
The Weight of Warmth
January—
gray-eared, stretches out like a cat.
Blooming shades of purple. I tire of my mood.
Alexa plays Gymnopedie No.1. on loop.
Intentional simplicity.
No smell of tulips clawing through the dirt.
The sparrows interrogate the empty feeder.
I roam the house slippered in thought.
Best feeling thought, I tell myself.
I build a house of summer sky & sweetgrass.
Design the orange door leading out, open.
Drag my feet from room to room.
In the bedroom, I discover
the dormant orchid awakened.
The flower buds swell.
The petals poised in promise.
I squeal in delight like a solitaire singing
its tinny song to no one but itself.
The winking sun sprawls across the bed.
I lay down next to it.
Hitch on to the weight of its warmth.
Later, the wind—flutters, swells, sways—
to the winter blues of dusk.
*
Louisa Muniz lives in Sayreville, N.J. She holds a Master’s in Curriculum and Instruction from Kean University. Her work has appeared in ONE ART, Tinderbox Journal, Palette Poetry, SWWIM, Jelly Bucket, PANK Magazine, Anti-Heroin Chic and elsewhere. She won the Sheila-Na-Gig Spring Contest for her poem Stone Turned Sand. Her work has been nominated for Best of the Net and a Pushcart Prize. Her debut chapbook, After Heavy Rains was released in December, 2020. Her chapbook, The Body is More Than a Greening Thing will be published in the spring of 2025 by Finishing Line Press.
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