Sunday afternoon
Sometimes, when you get what you want, you
find yourself ready for sleep at 4 PM, sated
on the candy of recognition and praise, too
full of everything to even think about supper.
But it’s also like being a ghost, frayed, grayed
out, about to disappear. The air is heavy with
maybe-rain and early winter smells oddly like
spring. Just go take a nap, my husband says.
But I’m hoarding that desire. I like wanting
something that’s not quite here yet, maybe
the weird, lucid dreams I’m trying to hold
off. The floral scent of rotting maple leaves.
How lonely I still get for no real reason. The
sabbath. This wide, white, impossible sky.
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Christine Potter is the poetry editor of Eclectica Magazine. Her poems have been curated there, in ONE ART, as well as in Rattle, The McNeese Review, Glimpse, Autumn Sky Poetry Daily, The After Happy Hour Review, Silly Goose Press, and other literary magazines. She is the author of the full-length collections Unforgetting and the forthcoming Why I Don’t Take Xanax® (Kelsay books)–as well as the chapbook Before the World Was on Fire (Bottlecap Press). Her time-traveling young adult novel series, The Bean Books, is on Evernight Teen.
